"I broke down and could not stop crying. I called a friend and she came to my house, and we decided that I was going to wear a turban. But that had to be obtained still, and in the meanwhile, I was left with half a head of hair. The only option was to shave my head. I cried so much I could not see. I felt worthless, and extremely anxious. The cries came from deep within me. I mourned the loss of my head of hair that made me feel like a woman. For days, I just stayed away from my place of work, crying and feeling utterly desolated. Only someone who has lost their head of hair will understand, and I had to muster up the confidence to go back to work but with a turban-of-sorts. It took all the willpower I had to walk into the offices. Nobody said anything, because they actually did not know how to handle the situation seeing as I was visibly unsure of myself. My job required me to work with clients, and so I gathered the will to work with my clients hoping that they would not ask about the turban. The ones who did complimented me on my unique style, but I was not convinced. One day, my friend suggested that we look at wigs, and I was absolutely against wigs. Because the wigs I had in my mind were kind of stiff looking, and only elderly women like my granny wore them. So, absolutely NOT will I ever wear one! We started looking at pictures and discovered there was someone in my hometown who sold wigs. We went to see her, and I left feeling defeated as I chose a wig that was so NOT me, I still to this day don't know why I did it. Then my wig arrived, and of course I was not happy with the way I looked, and then I started looking again on the internet and great was my surprise when I saw a whole new world out there full of real-looking hair on women younger than me, my own age, and older. I was stunned. I ordered some more, and then the compliments started flowing in. I got even more daring a couple of years later and started experimenting with different colors and styles. A whole new world emerged, and I became addicted!!! My life changed for the better, and I felt better about my "hair" than ever before because no one ever suspected that my hair was not my own. I thanked God that He made such clever people for people such as me. Now, my heart has changed, and I want to help people just like me. I recognize them wherever I go. I can see that they are "aware" of the way they look, and I recognize the look on their faces, as that was the look I have been wearing for so many years. We have an oncology center in our town, and there are so many patients who need wigs, and as far as I know there is just one person in my town supplying just one brand. I would LOVE to become the go-to person on our side of the world. I know I would be the best person to assist since I understand exactly how they feel. The weird thing is, I can actually FEEL how they are feeling. The compassion that takes hold of me and is so strong that I have to withhold myself from going up to them to hug them. I still have to look into the idea about how to get hold of wigs. Perhaps, I can show them the ones I already have and work out from there about how to go about it. I have also realized with a joyful shock that wearing wigs can be a lot of fun and provide a lot of confidence. If I have to measure my level of confidence now against my entire life, there is no comparison. I love my life, and I love my NO MORE BAD HAIR DAYS with all my heart! I have no way of showing my gratitude, my heart is just full of happiness. Thank you thank you."